In Need Of Routine And Balance

This year has not been too good for us as a family. There have been many stresses and an absolute lack of routine and balance. After 8 months of this it is safe to say I’m nearing the end of my tether. It’s been no fun having illness after illness, dealing with the aftermath of a bully and trying to get what my children deserve. There have just been barriers everywhere we Great Orme, Llandudnohave been. Places were there should not be barriers. People failing us when they should be protecting us. It’s going to be a long hard battle that I am determined to keep fighting irrespective of the tactics people are using to try to put me off.

We are at the point that regardless of the issues going on in our lives, many of which are out of my control we need to get some routine and balance back in to our lives. This month my main goal is to do just that; reintroduce routine and balance.

The big question is, how do I bring routine and balance in to our lives?  I am going in to a fibromyalgia flare. It’s quite expected after all the stresses that have been going on. I can’t do things right now that I need to do but to do this things I need to relax and sleep. It’s hard to relax when there are things stressing you that are out of your control yet have such an impact on you and your family. Sleep is hard as I experiencing considerable pain which makes getting quality sleep very difficult.

Having chronic illnesses especially if they are auto ammune illnesses is so draining both physically and emotionally. But I need to get some routine and balance back in my life as presently it’s all work, running around trying to sort medical issues and house stuff. All things that are causing me stress right now meaning there is no routine or balance.

I guess it’s swings and round abouts. I need energy to tackle the issues to give long term energy and freedom from the stress.

This month sees a new chapter where I start to put the wrongs right. I know some people are not going to like that that but it’s happening. It will take me longer than it should but I’m going to tackle all the issues one by one. Slowly but surely.

This parenting lark is hard enough without having to do it all on your own and not feeling well.

Family

A little help when asked for would be nice, but too often this doesn’t happen. I sick of being made to feel in the wrong for wanting things to be good for my children and having to fight for every single thing and still getting nowhere.

I question why I try as it gets me nowhere.  Do you ever feel isolated but unable to get help desire asking and asking?

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8 Comments

  1. 3 September, 2015 / 1:04 pm

    Wishing you the best of luck in the changes you are going to make! It sounds like you have had a rubbish time of it lately! I hope life is more stressful for you soon x

  2. 3 September, 2015 / 7:12 pm

    Good for you and good luck! It’s been a tough year for you all and your family deserves so much better. X

  3. 3 September, 2015 / 11:00 pm

    So sorry to hear of the tough time you’re having and it sounds like it’s been going on most of this year. I hope it does get much much better and very fast x

  4. Helena
    4 September, 2015 / 10:44 am

    You need to rest before you can stRt to tackle anything

  5. 4 September, 2015 / 2:27 pm

    I feel isolated. Yes. I have been feeling this too for the longest time and no is reaching out that I feel invisible and unimportant. I so know how you feel. =(

  6. 5 September, 2015 / 12:03 pm

    You are such a lovely and decent person and it always pains me to see people like you in difficult positions when you utterly do not deserve it. I really hope that you do what is right for YOU. Sod everyone else – if they don’t like it, then it is ruddy tough! I hope things turn around very soon. Thanks for linking to #PoCoLo x

    • 5 September, 2015 / 9:42 pm

      What Victoria said. I hope things improve for you and your family soon and the doors you’ve been banging on so hard open for you. #pocolo

  7. 5 September, 2015 / 11:48 pm

    I hope things turn around for you very soon and that you manage to get the help you need. x

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